i am on my way

where to?

hell.

eh.

no lahhh...

doing my first-MAYBE-finished masterpiece

though might not be that mastery

*rambling*

what gives me the idea of doing it?

SHE

love of my life.

heh.

logicaly not my lover

*euh*

but i do love her more than i love myself

used to

i don't really know what i feel now

just slightly curious

why me? all of people?

she had to choose to stay with me

only to leave me.

again.

urgh...

didn't see my Star today.

*blush*

i wonder if he knows i miss him.