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he was gone

it's been two years now....
but now he comes back....
and blame me for keeping it in silence...

whats the use anyway?
things wont change
we wont be together.

i want you near me,
i really do
but i cant stand the pain you are causing me.
i'm tired with the tears that wont stop coming out
whenever i think about you..

over

full stop. no more.

ntah yang keberapa

i know i've been saying a lot of things over and over again
and still can't manage to do it

well,used to...now i'm getting used to my new life

"sayang orang seadanya dik,dia bukan milik kita....bila dia hilang,biarkan dia pergi,bila dia datang,layan setulus hati,"

thanks kak tiqah. u are always by my side(not literally) when i need ur advice.
n yes, i do feel a lot better.

yang tak faham,mmg xakan faham.
sbb aku sndri kadang2 mmg xfaham.

maaflah,aku selesa begini..
\
.senyap.sunyi.

aku happy

haha,what a lie!

Underneath this smile

my world is slowly caving in
cuz i've been holding on to matters that i should have let go

"get over it"
now the curse backfires.
Ouch!

it got me thinking

babe,ur post is absolutely true,only,things are easier said and done,
it's hard for me to move on especially when i'm not sure what's going on...

my inner demons

i'm trying y best to fight it
but i dont think i can win....

uwh!uwh!i forgot... see the ayam msk kicap in da pic?
there's a really funny story bout dat chicken
see, we don't have a transport to buy anything for lunch
so my mom asked my sister's boyfriend to go to the market and buy some raw chicken meat..
the funny thing is, he bought the wrong part of the chicken
and my mom,hahaha, she asked us to chase neighbour's chicken if we saw one pass by...hahha
n Malik called,asking if he had bought the right part of chicken
my sister said yes, but my mum echoed from the back, "nevermind,we're ready to chase the chicken that pass by!, warming up dah ni!"
i laugh n laugh till the cucur udang i ate spilled out from my mouth.hihi
n then my sister asked "how are we warming up?like this?(while she buat gaya ayam menguis tanah)...
hahaha!!1
adoy my tummy really hurt cuz of the laughing...
N my mum added, klw xda ayam lalu tangkap sj burung keruak,bnyk kt blkg umah...sma bsr gak dgn drumstick nh...
hahahha...adoila....
n den, while chopping the chicken, my mum cut it in very tiny pieces...while mummblng... tpksa potong kecil2..ank ramai...
hihi
mak ak la.....

hahaha!!

i had so much fun today with my family
first the new dining table needed to be set up, along with the chairs
n then the cheese cake,hahah my lil bro sgt funny
n than the names..hahaha
i laugh till tears started to come out...
hmmm.what a fun day....

there's this furniture store called Chan Furniture.
See, since we set up the dining table ourselves,my lil bro called it the Chung Furniture, named after my Mother's dad's name.hahaha
and everything we did that morning spontaneously got Chung name on it...
LOL!!!!

my sister was here with us the whole morning,
but she got to go back to k.k cuz she still got exams.
so i captured a picture




n wrote text on it that goes:
CHEESE CAKE SPONSORED BY CHUNG BAKERY
FOOD SPONSORED BY CHUNG CATERING
FLOWER SPONSORED BY CHUNG FLORIST AND DECORATIONS
DINING TABLE SPONSORED BY CHUNG FURNITURE
PHOTO BY CHUNG PHOTOGRAPHY.
n my sister replied that goes:
Maju jaya keturunan Chung!
hihi