lelaki

dua orang sahabat sekarang sedang menderita kerana lelaki.
Lelaki, mengikut Pusat Rujukan Persuratan Melayu @ DBP merupakan satu jenis manusia sbg pasangan kpd perempuan.
tapi bukan itu pokok persoalan sekarang.
Persoalan yang dipersoalkan oleh orang yang menyoal ialah, KENAPA LELAKI BERPERANGAI SEPERTI BUAYA?

buaya sungguh...

Kes 1.

Sahabat ak yang sorang ni, tak pernah suka dengan mamat convert course ni. Menyampah lagi ada. Entah macam mana, dalam diam rupanya mamat convert course ni menyimpan minat terhadap sahabat ak ni. Kitorang mmg tak sangka.Dan at last diorang kapel. Tapi macam sweet. Sbb mamat convert course tu boleh la tahan, ada rupa.comel je. matured in a way. Tapi semua persepsi positive itu bertukar seperti robot transformers setelah beliau menghantar mesej yang berbunyi "kita masih muda, i tak nak serius sangat."

KEPALA HOTAK MANGKUK AYUN BERTINGKAT KANGKUNG BELACAN.

waktu mintak kapel dulu ade ko fikir mcm tu? otak tu bukan setakat letak kat lutut. Ntah tercicir di mana ntah. Tapak pelupusan sampah agaknya. Meluat. Kapel hanya atas dasar mahu seseorang untuk menjadi teman berbalas mesej. Menyampah. GO TO THE DEEPEST HELL.


Kes 2.

sahabat lagi seorang ni, lagi complicated.
selirat sungguh2.
yang ini kes lelaki yang ingin membalas dendam tapi dah berlebih-lebih.
yang ini tak payah cakap apa-apa. menyakitkan hati je.
ego dah tak boleh nak diselamatkan dah. tinggi melangit.

kesimpulannya: lelaki adalah buaya yang kerjanya menanam tebu.

unexpected

told everything to sheeqa, n luckily the feed back is ok...
hmm...ape yg x ok ny klw ngan sheeqa... :D
i just can't keep it any longer, and i need to talk to somebody...
its just, salah timing...
sheeqa pown ade mslh...
cian sheeqa rumate ku itu...
sbr ye syg...
ade jodoh x ke mne...
klw bukan dye, bnyk lg kumbang tgh menunggu...hihihi

Mari Belajar English

Abandon : to leave someone, especially someone you are responsible for.

Secrecy : the process of keeping something secret, or when something is kept a secret

Annoyance : a feeling of slight anger

Self-important: behaving in a way that shows YOU think YOU are MORE important than
other people

selfishness : caring only about yourself and not about other people.

Source: LONGMAN Dictionary of Conemporary English. New Edition.

supposedly

i was suppose to have fun today
but instead, even from the start it went bad.
and just got worst throughout the day

starting with the exam slip.
if only i hadn't brilliantly 'cucuk' my pendrive at the cc, i would've dgn bahagianya
da bole print slip tu
tp pendrive kn rosak
tak brani lg nk save kt ctu
sbb last time check pown still ade dua ekor worm dlm tu.parasit sungguh.
so save la d desktop....
nseb la tyme exam halaqah td dye ta mntak pown slip.
phew!lega di situ

and then without any plan geng bobby kelua bersuka ria di putrajaya.
plan asal sbnrny nak tgk hot air balloon..
tp oleh sbb dah tghri, sume dah lpr, so g alamanda dlu,makan2....
d situ start lg kejadian yg menyakitkan hati...hai...sabarlah hati....
bt bodo je, sbb jalan2 sbnrny untuk menghilangkan tension.
so, kte enjoy!

but,memang da ta bole pretend, da mmg skt hati...naseb baek la org yg dmksudkn tade depan mata...klw tak....hmmm ntahlah...

cuba gak bersabar....

smpai ke malam skt hati, tp utk kawan2 cubalah jugak dimaniskan muka,
nseb karem ade,bleh bt lawak dlm keta.....

kesimpulannya, sayang karem. :)

just nice... ~~

okkaaayyyy
this is what i hate the most when i go to cyber cafe
not just any cyber cafe
MAHALLAH RUQAYYAH'S CYBER CAFE

see,the thing is, they dont install antivirus on the P.Cs, so it easily get viruses.
and i was in desperate need to finish the HAIKU assignment.
so i just wnet there and 'cucuk' my pendrive.
and at night when i wanted to print everything
and i mean EVERYTHING
it is all lost.
the rest, is history bak kte omputeh.

feels like cursing and bursting tears.

but mira said dont cry now, we're at the public
nasi goreng belacan ak makan dah mmg rse belacan sungguh2.
mcm chef tu letak belacan semata-mata in my nasi....
sebaknya...

tahan punya tahan air mata, i ended up not crying, only cursing.
kucing!cipan!tneggiling pny cc!
lenkali ta pyh bg servise klw ta nak install antivirus!!
arrggghhhhhhh

yg lg best,mira bole nangis 3 kali, ak da tak rse ape.

grrr..........

i reccomend u to use sensodaine twaice a dai everydai.

guna la....

makin nk final mkin bnyk la pulak keje

1.linguistic quizz
2.writing research pper 2 & 3
3.presentation sciences of hadith
4.slides for finals
5.halaqah exam.

all in two weeks.

maze covered with mist

never thought a kiss on the forehead can turn someone upside down.
shouldn't be feeling this.
heish!

i remembered

i like it when his hair is short
i like it better when his hair is long
even better, i love his sincere smile
n the look in his eyes. resonating. calming. peaceful.
i wish i could have him
but i'm nothing compared to him,

"Lelaki yg baik adalah ntuk perempuan yg baik, dan perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik."

he's a good guy alright. n i'm not a good girl. i soooo dont deserve him.

Mad Girl's Love Song

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

damn i miss her

i dont know why did i tell her story to a friend of mine.
kinda regret it, cuz the feeling i tried to deny comes back and there's no way i can deny it any longer..

rainbow outside my window

i don't want to mourn over the rain
cuz i know thre'll soon be a rainbow
i want to lose all anger and pain
so i am going to look outside my window.
(please let there be a rainbow)